Dogs Sense Pain.. 

Lately I had been feeling really run down and sick. Just a lot of pain and uncomfortable pain. This little snuggle bug knows when you don’t feel good, she will lay on me or near me. She loves to cuddle but she definitely knows you need doggie TLC by a furry friend. She never wants to move she’s such a sweet dog. Ever since I had started having pain years ago she always knew. Dogs are amazing and comforting!!!!! Thank you Abby for your comfort. 


Beautiful Reminder 

“Don’t just pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good. Love each other with genuine affection, and take delight in honoring each other. Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.”‭‭Romans‬ ‭12:9-11‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Hold tightly to what is good, love each other with genuine and affection. Take delight in honoring each other. 

A good reminder to remember! 

Love Each Other Always 

Love Generously Always, Humbly, Passionately, Carefully, Lovingly, Tenderly, Heartily, and Happily. Do all things with love and the tenderness of your heart. 

Love Generously

It’s really about building a strong foundation. Spiritually first, secondly mentally, and third physically. Balance as well. For God, us, family and friends. But what builds a strong foundation is “communication” , love, spiritual aspect of it all. Communication between God and Us. Without communication nothing can be held together, and without God nothing can be placed together in foundation the way God has planned. Without Love we have nothing, with love with have everything because God is Love. God is the reason Love exists between a man and a woman. 

God is Always There.

My boyfriend and I talk everyday on his breaks at work, however something caught my attention. While I was in a lot of pain and talking to him he said he came across a bible on a table where he always sits. I asked him if it had a name on it. He said it was just sitting there it was one of those mini bibles. Then again on his next break he said the Bible was still there, and even on his last. I was quite sure the Lord was showing a sign of being here for me and us. Even before he left he said it was still there. I told my boyfriend the Lord knows how much he worries, loves, and cares for me. He wishes he could do something to help me or just be there. I simply reminded him God is reminding you he’s there when you feel helpless and not being able to help me while you’re at work. I truly believe it. He’s there always for you me and us. It’s reassuring he’s looking out for us in hard times. God is taking care of me and us. Just something small reminder of God is such a good feeling. 

Brittle Bones

This is back in 2014 when I could enjoy my time and have no issues with anything. Everything was fine. I could go to the beach and Disneyland and not have to use a wheelchair. I could walk and had strength. It’s hard to see how I had strength and could walk. Ill get there again.

It had to happen 

I heard a good sermon from my favorite Pastor. It had to happen. Explaining how reasons, seasons, and things take us on our way to our revelation in life. The devil doesn’t cause things to happen it’s people’s own choices. Sometimes God puts us through Trails to get to our victory. But everything that happens we are on our own Malta Island in life & it brings purpose. We have to get rid of our regrets and mistakes and remember that It had to happen. We didn’t want it to we didn’t plan it but it did and God uses that to bring revelation in life. Sometimes we end up in a different destination we didn’t plan on, but it is to bring us revelation in our life’s and to our destination.  “The ship was caught by the storm and could not head into the wind; so we gave way to it and were driven along.”Acts‬ ‭27:15‬ ‭NIV‬‬ “and said, ‘Do not be afraid, Paul. You must stand trial before Caesar; and God has graciously given you the lives of all who sail with you.’ So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me. Nevertheless, we must run aground on some island.””Acts‬ ‭27:24-26‬ ‭NIV‬‬. They didn’t plan on landing on Malta Island but they did. Because God had a plan. “There was an estate nearby that belonged to Publius, the chief official of the island. He welcomed us to his home and showed us generous hospitality for three days. His father was sick in bed, suffering from fever and dysentery. Paul went in to see him and, after prayer, placed his hands on him and healed him. When this had happened, the rest of the sick on the island came and were cured.” Acts‬ ‭28:7-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬ if they didn’t land on Malta none of these amazing events would of occurred. God takes us to places we never thought we would go. Everything that has happened in your life. It has had to happen to bring you to your destiny. That’s something so encouraging to remember. 

God Gave Me A Gift

I met this guy and he’s not like any guy. He actually is really sweet, funny, and handsome. He’s down to earth, laid back, kind, humble, protective, loving, and gentle. He has the sweetest smile and when we make eye contact it makes me melt inside. He has the sweetest touch and a very loving personality unlike any human guy expect for a few in my life. I’ve never seen in someone in a very long time. He’s not just any guy. He’s my best friend; lover, other half, and partner. He’s my encourager and helps me build strength everyday. He helps me through my good and my bad times. He rubs my head, kisses me, holds me, and tells me it’s gonna be okay. He cries with me, laughs with me, hugs me, kisses me, and makes me feel like the most important girl.. He is the sweetest and kindest man. When we are apart I feel like I’m missing the man I’ve fallen in love with. Every moment and second we are together there is so much caring, loving, and joy.

Keeping Strong

Lately I had a bad experience with my body. I had chest tightness and felt like I was having a heart attack my chest hurt so bad. I was on the way to California and I told my boyfriend something wasn’t right. He immediately got really nervous and so did I. It felt like someone was sitting on my chest. We decided to go to urgent care they immediately got me in, my blood pressure was high and my heart was elevated. They did an EKG and everything came back fine, thankfully I wasn’t having a stroke or a heart attack. The paramedics came into the room and elevated me again. They were really professional. When the paramedic pushed on my chest I thought I was going to cry which I did. I was so scared and hurting so bad. The medic immediately said muscle dystrophy and that can cause a lot of pain. However I was so weak in my legs I couldn’t barely walk without feeling like I was going to collapse and holding my chest. It was the scariest thing I’ve ever went through honestly. Urgent care then sent me to the ER and they did testing. Every single time I get up I felt like I was going to hit the floor I was so dizzy. They ran tests and everything is still crazy though. But that night after coming home from the hospital I had a seizure. I don’t remember anything that happened but my boyfriend said it was scary and I had no muscle movement and I was shaking all over and twitching and couldn’t talk. This is a continued battle the next day I had to be in a wheelchair because it was so hard to walk or have energy after that happened. It wasn’t good. I’m keeping strong!!!!!!!!!